Confessions

I decided to do some confessions because I have been kinda inactive on here recently:

1: I am the shyest person you will ever meet
2: I am bad at making friends as I have never been good at it
3: I was bullied for 4 years of my life by more than one person, that is the reason of confession 2
4: I cry every night
5: I am constantly thinking about the guinea pig I dreamed about since I was little, and then he was taken from the world when after 8 years of wanting him, he was then in my arms, then gone
6: my biggest fear is losing the friends I have now as they are the only friends I have had that haven't ended up bullying me
7: I am very loyal and it is always used against me
8: I am scared that me not fitting in will curse me
9: I am scared of most people as I am not a normal girl, I hate pop music, makeup and love some sports
10: I am not at all confident and don't like anything I do in life
11: just because I am short people think it is fine to wind me up
12: I am clumsy and am always injured
13: doing these confessions are hard for me because I find it hard to trust people as when I usually do, my heart then gets ripped out
14: art always makes me feel better
15: many people refer to me as a dog or wolf as I have many canine personalities and habits
16: I have a diary that I wrote in to my guinea pig who passed away and I miss dearly

Sorry this is a slightly depressing journal but it came from my heart