My Friends Clara and Abbie have fallen out recently leaving the rest of our group of friends in the middle. I have struggled as i am close with both of them. I walk to school with Clara and Sit in form with Abbie. I half sided with Abbie as she didnt really do anything wrong. Clara was starting to get on my nerves as i spent lots of my own time trying to get her to sort it out, but she kept avoiding doing so. She kept plastering stuff about it all over Facebook and i was talking to her in messages and i told her to forget about it until monday and she told me she was trying so i stated my full opinion on how this was looking from a person in the middle and said:
your putting it all over your fb and not thinking about how the other person feels, everyone is going against her except for me and a couple of others, so no your not trying if you are putting it all over fb, ive wasted my time to try and help and you just threw it all into my face! I give up now. It now to some people (not me btw) that you are just refusing to sort it out as it is giving you attention. I am not shouting at you but i feel c*** as it is without you making one of my other best friends feel low seeing all of this, she hasnt put it all over fb has she?
and she replied:
ok look here emma! if u really hate me say so because when i say im trying i have written a whole page of a letter to f***ing apologize to her! we are talking now btw! did u know that! when i put a sad face i was talking about home stuff because my mum and steve are shouting at me so much that i cant cope! also i am up to my ears in homework what with the english gcse thing i got next week! so thats what i was talking about when i sed school stuff! im not blaming amelia but she was the one who posted about abbie! i dont fucking care that its giving me attention! i might as well go off somewhere else coz i would rather be in the shadows than it going online! and btw thanks for putting other best friend! really feel loved right now! coz i bet you like all my money that i feel more s*** than u right now
The end hurt me most as i am going through a pretty rough time atm and it made me feel like she didnt care how i feel as if she feels bad nobody else can! so this has now added another thing onto this plate of stuff that is making me feel bad
Dont really know what to do anymore tbh, the only thing that usually helps is my animals but they arent helping eat all of the rubbish on this plate, but been considering another animal(of pair) so may get that earlier than i expected.